PREEN some graphic A/W11

What say you?

Christian Lacroix designs for Desigual - Telegraph

Christian Lacroix designs for Desigual - Telegraph

Thank God

You gotta play the youtube link when you read this post

Something for the family, lovely white S-class for my family outings

Exotic weekend drive up to Kl in a Gallardo ;-)

SAABstance!

2011 renault megane coupe = orgasm

I will be happy if I have you - Peugeot 308cc

Road to somewhere

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Passion or ambition?

13-02-11

I am still in reservist camp now, it's almost 1 am now, thank God i brought along my 1mps wireless device. If not the weekend in the camp will be harder to fight. I can't help but think about the past today. The thought started when suddenly my nano shuffle to wang lee hom 'wei yi'. Thoughts of you run through my mind again. How I met you during my ns time. What we did and what things i used to enjoy telling you. And i thought about how it will be if we are still together, oh well, i think my life is happier now. Because i learnt a lot of lessons during the darkest period of my life. The only fear i have now is thinking about the darkest period of my life which i do all things to avoid having the thought.

I know i am fine now and will do whatever it takes to be a honest person in life so that no matter what, I will not go through what i went through.

God bless you in whatever things you do. Thank you for all the lesson and good things in life you taught me.

Karen Elson

She's got the looks, she got the voice.

Theyskens' Theory

He did Rochas, He did Nina Ricci,

now it's Theory

One of my fav designer

but this time, it's a little boring. Think so?

happy new year

blogging from my phone, therefore it may seems a little untidy and full of spelling mistakes. I was recalling where did i spent my new year eves for the past years. I think three years ago, i was still in scdf. I had a big fire or not exactly that big. It was a one unit three room flat house. I remember i recused a dog out of that unit that day, not too much details as it is classfied. One year later, i was in perth watching fire works. My plane was landing into perth airport. It was a very beautiful night as i was a new cabin crew. Everything was new and fresh. Air crew, flight attendant, traveling. I was having the time of my life. The year after, i was in cairns, listening to black eyed pea, i gotta feeling at novotel hotel watching the fireworks display having a room party with my fellow colleagues. Carefree life as i always had. No worries, no trouble. Earn two k spend two k. anything else, i know friends are there. My family are there, my love one is there. Taking life for granted.

Downfall came. When i repeat my mistakes and mistakes again. That's when i plurged into depression. No one will pretty much understand what i went through. The hardest part was maybe to seek people understanding. It was the toughest period in my life. Even my job, i could not handle it. Had to quit it. I tried to seek it. End up i try to run away from it. I wished there are many things i did not do and wish i did. Months and months of torturing myself. Mentally. Finally i see the lights.

Taking the past as a good lesson. Instead of dragging it on.

Happy 2010!

Top 5 emo song 2010

Owl City - Vanilla Twilight


寂寞寂寞就好


Wang Lee Hom - Ni Bu Zhi Dao De Shi 你不知道的事


說了再見 - 周杰倫































The song that made me teared the most.
Kelly Clarkson - Already Gone

The 5 most annoying songs of 2010

The songs that really ANNOYED ME this year.

No 5
This Tv show which has been going on and on and on


No 4
I am sorry you G6-ers,


No 3
you know i love you boy hot like mexico?


No 2
No offend, I really think she's better in the past, what gaga wo la la?




































































MOST ANNOYING SONG 2010!
you will understand after listening to it.

When will i ever

When I was young

When I was young, I always ask myself, why am I so skinny, why can't I be shorter like my friends. Why am I tall and skinny. I wasn't happy about myself. Why did my parents treat me this way. Why I cannot afford this? Why? Many things. Now I realized all my blessing, after you left. Take care. I really miss you a great deal everyday and thank you for making me understand.

I miss you

love saint

A lot of people ask me, what to do in their relationship. How? What to do? Why? I have problem dealing with my own. Just no one knows

weekends

Now I finally understand what it means when coldplay sings "fighting with my weekend"




X & Y


I feel it now.

Feeling restless

!@!@!

peace

Feeling peace and serenity coming into my world. I sometimes don't even have to take my pills anymore to have a good sleep. Amen.

How was your day?

oh, knocked down a wall which was suppose to remain, caught in the rain, a few bus rides. Nothing fancy.

Bliss and normal

that's what i want for everyday.

for the sake of 4 wheels

I will work hard

Anger management

Anger management. I never seems to have a problem like this in the past. People are surprised that I even raise my voice. This year, too many times, I lost my temper. Told passengers off when I was still flying. Shouted at my maid quite a few times. Lost my temper at someone who loves me a great deal yesterday. I don't like all this. I feel bad after losing my temper. Really really bad. I hate to be shouted at. That's why I never like to raise my voice because I know no one in this world will also like to be shouted at. i must admit I started drinking a lot this year. And started to smoke quite a ridiculous amount of cigarettes now. There are many other factors. New job is also affecting me. Many things I just don't understand. Filing papers, organizing my own timetable, learning new things everyday, travelling up and down Singapore in the harsh weather in a concrete jungle hunting for destination. It's not that I cannot take it. I told myself I must be someone who enjoys my new job even though it's tough, so that it does not feels like a job. I sometimes only get 4-5 hours sleep a day.

I keep asking myself why can people do it while I can't. Can get very frustrating. It's a new path I chose. I will not regret. And i will work harder towards it. I just hope I don't have anymore flare up.

Going back to the past

For months and months I been wanting to go back to the past. Now I question myself. Will I been the same person now if I went back to the past? Or is it just me. I sometimes wonder why can people do it while I can't. Or is it I grown to a age when I can't do it. When I lost all fantasy and too much reality in me which makes me not dare dream like in the past. In the past I would had easily said yes and commit to it. And do risky "things" in life which for love which I lost faith in. I know it sounds silly and I am behaving like a school kid. Oh well, sometimes things just runs through my mind.

What if

Aging with grace

When randomly browsing through www.thesartorialist.com

I happen to come across this photo


I have got no idea who she is, but her smile.

Obsession with tech

Kind of crazy that I spend so much time on my phone, hunting for better signal. One fine day I will ditch all this. I know I will and I can :-)

Your skin

one of the item in my list "50 things before I die"