Friday, July 29, 2011

The hotel toothbrush



I hope you understand hotel toothbrush that I gave you is something not permanent.

Tuesday, July 26, 2011

The nightmare which haunted me


Dreaming of you is a nightmare because you are someone I want to forget.

Sunday, July 24, 2011

Rip


My friend cried when we were attending another good friend of our's granny funeral.

We are all human.

Saturday, July 16, 2011

The kiss at the carpark


It's the one of the most beautiful I ever had.

Sunday, July 10, 2011

My Sunday

I walked my dog, washed my car, talked to my nephew and niece and ask people out on Sunday but failed. Damm

I am a lonely man

Sunday, June 5, 2011

Tuesday, April 12, 2011

Sunday, March 27, 2011

No sms, no camera, can you live with it?


I can live without a camera but without text message? http://www.johnsphones.com/store/johns-phone-white/item24

Monday, February 28, 2011

Wednesday, February 23, 2011

You gotta play the youtube link when you read this post




Something for the family, lovely white S-class for my family outings

Exotic weekend drive up to Kl in a Gallardo ;-)

SAABstance!

2011 renault megane coupe = orgasm

I will be happy if I have you - Peugeot 308cc

Monday, February 21, 2011

Road to somewhere

?

?

Passion or ambition?

Saturday, February 12, 2011

13-02-11

I am still in reservist camp now, it's almost 1 am now, thank God i brought along my 1mps wireless device. If not the weekend in the camp will be harder to fight. I can't help but think about the past today. The thought started when suddenly my nano shuffle to wang lee hom 'wei yi'. Thoughts of you run through my mind again. How I met you during my ns time. What we did and what things i used to enjoy telling you. And i thought about how it will be if we are still together, oh well, i think my life is happier now. Because i learnt a lot of lessons during the darkest period of my life. The only fear i have now is thinking about the darkest period of my life which i do all things to avoid having the thought.

I know i am fine now and will do whatever it takes to be a honest person in life so that no matter what, I will not go through what i went through.

God bless you in whatever things you do. Thank you for all the lesson and good things in life you taught me.

Tuesday, February 1, 2011

Karen Elson








She's got the looks, she got the voice.

Sunday, January 9, 2011

Theyskens' Theory

He did Rochas, He did Nina Ricci,

now it's Theory

One of my fav designer

but this time, it's a little boring. Think so?




Friday, December 31, 2010

happy new year

blogging from my phone, therefore it may seems a little untidy and full of spelling mistakes. I was recalling where did i spent my new year eves for the past years. I think three years ago, i was still in scdf. I had a big fire or not exactly that big. It was a one unit three room flat house. I remember i recused a dog out of that unit that day, not too much details as it is classfied. One year later, i was in perth watching fire works. My plane was landing into perth airport. It was a very beautiful night as i was a new cabin crew. Everything was new and fresh. Air crew, flight attendant, traveling. I was having the time of my life. The year after, i was in cairns, listening to black eyed pea, i gotta feeling at novotel hotel watching the fireworks display having a room party with my fellow colleagues. Carefree life as i always had. No worries, no trouble. Earn two k spend two k. anything else, i know friends are there. My family are there, my love one is there. Taking life for granted.

Downfall came. When i repeat my mistakes and mistakes again. That's when i plurged into depression. No one will pretty much understand what i went through. The hardest part was maybe to seek people understanding. It was the toughest period in my life. Even my job, i could not handle it. Had to quit it. I tried to seek it. End up i try to run away from it. I wished there are many things i did not do and wish i did. Months and months of torturing myself. Mentally. Finally i see the lights.

Taking the past as a good lesson. Instead of dragging it on.

Happy 2010!

Saturday, December 4, 2010

Top 5 emo song 2010

Owl City - Vanilla Twilight


寂寞寂寞就好


Wang Lee Hom - Ni Bu Zhi Dao De Shi 你不知道的事


說了再見 - 周杰倫































The song that made me teared the most.
Kelly Clarkson - Already Gone

The 5 most annoying songs of 2010

The songs that really ANNOYED ME this year.

No 5
This Tv show which has been going on and on and on


No 4
I am sorry you G6-ers,


No 3
you know i love you boy hot like mexico?


No 2
No offend, I really think she's better in the past, what gaga wo la la?




































































MOST ANNOYING SONG 2010!
you will understand after listening to it.

Thursday, November 18, 2010

Sunday, November 14, 2010

When I was young

When I was young, I always ask myself, why am I so skinny, why can't I be shorter like my friends. Why am I tall and skinny. I wasn't happy about myself. Why did my parents treat me this way. Why I cannot afford this? Why? Many things. Now I realized all my blessing, after you left. Take care. I really miss you a great deal everyday and thank you for making me understand.

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